Thursday, May 24, 2012

Irony Isn't Even The Right Word...

...but I don't know what else even comes close.

I should be 18w5d.

I have been begging...literally on my knees BEGGING God to start a new cycle (sorry if TMI) because without a period, and like YESTERDAY, we are not on target for anything...

So...how ironic that when I should be getting my little Trey's anatomy scan (according to what I wrote in pen in my calendar) tomorrow...

I am thrilled beyond thrilled to have started today?

Thanking God.

Answered prayer.

But so, so painful at the same time.

Sigh.

12 comments:

  1. I'm begging for a cycle too and none has showed! :( Glad yours did for the future but sad you need it to come!

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  2. Hello from ICLW! Sorry for your loss. :(

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  3. Praying for you precious lady. We may never know this side of heaven why bad things happen to us but Still yet I believe that what satan means to harm us, our God turns it around for good. I pray peace, strength and for you to feel Papa God's arms around you right now.

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    1. Yes!!!!! Luke is proof that what was meant to destroy me in losing Matthew was used for so much good and foundation for restoration. Thank you for these really kind words!

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  4. This is the true definition of bittersweet.....

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  5. Lori, For some reason woke up in the middle of the night last night with you on my mind...your blog was a source of comfort for me after we lost Rip and I've hated to have to watch (read) you go through so much pain again with the loss of Trey. Said a little prayer that you would receive some hope soon and glad to see that maybe this is the start of that hope, even if it is mixed with pain (doesn't that always seem to be the case?) Much love-Anne

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  6. So sorry Lori. After one of my m/c's I drank red raspberry leaf tea to help get my cycle going again.. I wanted to be back in the game so to say yesterday as well. You cannot drink it during fertility treatments (untested) but you may want to try it just to help bring on a period. hugs love and light...

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  7. Sending you hugs sweet Lori. Hoping everything starts lining up the way you need it too...

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  8. Hi Lori,

    Fellow NC blm blogger. I'm so sorry for your loss.

    Much Love,
    Elizabeth
    http://heplerfamily.blogspot.com/

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  9. Hi from ICLW. I'm so sorry for your loss.

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  10. Wow... {{HUGS}}

    Happy ICLW from #3

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  11. I am so sorry for your loss. It;s never easy and those milestones are a bitter reminder. {{{Hugs}}} and prayers for you. I hope you get to bring another baby home soon.

    ICLW #65

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