Friday, December 18, 2009

Snow Angels...

The forecast is for epic amounts of snow for Southern Maryland. As of now, 11-16 inches.

It would have been your first snow...and we'd have bundled you up and played for a few, few minutes. Daddy and his boy would make a snow angel.

It's night...and the snow falling is beautiful. My heart hurts so much right now. This is a pain that I never dreamed the depths of could exist.

I miss my Matthew.

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  1. I'm so sorry for your pain. I wish I could just lift it right off from you.

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  2. All of these "firsts" without Matthew must hurt so much. Praying for God's comfort and strength as He carries you through these difficult times.

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  3. The only word I can think of right now is sorry. I know there is nothing any of us can do to take away your pain. I am sending you a huge hug from Tennessee.

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  4. Lori,
    Just thinking of u often and checking in... praying for you always..

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  5. My heart hurts for you too! Hugs

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  6. My heart aches right along with yours. I am so sorry for the pain you are going through. Prayers always my dear.

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  7. Praying for comfort for you.

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  8. Sending prayers and hugs to you. I am so sorry...

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  9. My heart is broken for you. I am so sorry. Continued prayers.

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  10. I can't begin to imagine your pain as you go through what should be the most magical and joyful time of your life. Continuing to pray for God's mercies on you and John.

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  11. Matthew is your snow angel. Hang on, Lori, hang on. God is with you. So is Matthew.

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  12. I am so sorry Lori. Sending lots of big, warm hugs and love your way.

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  13. I'm so sorry, Lori. I know it must hurt so much to be missing so many "firsts", especially at this time of year. I am so sorry for your pain.

    Kim H.

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  14. thinking of you Lori and wishing things were different. It's lovely to think of making snow angels with a new baby. I have never done that with my babies. Your appreciation of such a sweet moment that could be is really touching. I'm sorry that you aren't doing that with Matthew. Praying God gives you strength to get thru this sad time... and many blessings in 2010.

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  15. I echo Cindy's prayer-
    Hang on, Lori, hang on.
    love you forever

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