Saturday, October 13, 2012

Was Looking Forward To...

...another birthday in our family today.


I don't care what anyone says or how anyone feels and I sure has heck don't care about what anyone else's view on when life begins is or whether or not my heart feels as great a loss today as it will, again, on November 28.

In MY family, this little boy is and will always be as much a Big Brother as he is a Little Brother.


Sad I have to explain to him one day how that can be...grateful I'll be able to explain with full confidence where his brothers are.

16 comments:

  1. (((HUGS)))

    I feel the same way. Our first little one would be turning 2 years old in just 10 days had things not turned out the way they did. It's a pain and an ache that will never completely be healed or filled.

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  2. Amen to that! Sure wish all 3 of your precious boys were here today to celebrate <3

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  3. ((((Hugs)))) You are not alone! My son is turning 2 next Friday & my due date for his little brother should be 11/15. We are facing a BFN with this most recent cycle and am not sure with moving, a new job & my age if we will be able to TTC again. I am so sorry!! My heart is breaking!

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  4. Yup ... such a pain in my heart. Miss him. Love you all.

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  5. So true <3 <3 <3 {{{{ <3 }}}} Love you

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  6. Hello Sweetest Friend,

    You have been on my mind non stop and I wanted to let you know that I am forever praying for you. There just seem to be no words adequate...I am SO VERY SORRY. And I want you to know that I care...I care about you.

    I'm very happy you received good news with regard to your recent breast scare. I have been in that situation of "not knowing" and I was terrified. I went from being days away from beginning my first round of fertility treatment to wondering IF I would ever get the chance to even start it. Thankfully, my results were negative, but the fear will never leave me. Again, so happy it turned out to be nothing!

    Biggest hugs your way and I will never stop praying for you, NEVER.

    xoxo

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  7. Love this post!! Amen to the truth.....

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  8. Grieving with you friend, as I know you should have 3 boys with you and the unfairness of it all can be crippling some days. Praise God for His strength on those days that propel us through the rest of our days, right?? Sending you love friend, lots of love!!!

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  9. Sending so much love and light your way Lori.. I am thinking of you always..

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  10. Sad you have to explain any of it :(

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