WHY do I watch Adoption Story? Why do I watch Birth Day? Why do I watch A Baby Story?
Seriously, I am a glutton for punishment. I truly, truly, TRULY am happy for anyone who brings their baby home and pray each day for so many who are also waiting...and have been longer than I have. It warms my heart and makes me cry (and cry and cry some more).
Nine-plus years of desperately wanting to be a mommy turns into more every day though, and just makes heart hurt.
And, says 'The Pregnant Man'--"In this life, we get to be what we want to be. I can be a pregnant man."
Oh yeah? Well, I want to be a mom. And have wanted that for a large portion of my life.
Doesn't always work out the way we want.