I have not updated about Luke in what seems like ages...with summer vacations and daddy being gone and transfers happening...Needless to say...

Today was the big day. Several weeks of shots and scans and lots of driving and here we are. My FIFTH embryo transfer. I realized that...

I read those words on another blog tonight and could not have shaken my head more in agreement. Applicable. I called the lab today to se...

You know, people told me to be on the lookout for the words. Abortion. Aborter. I even thought to myself, as people sweetly emailed or...

Sometimes I just can't express how much a 'random' kind word or thought means. Especially when it may seem it's not really...

My second month's article for Still Standing Magazine published today. It was not what I originally wrote.  I originally wrote about ...

Admittedly, I have been sick (literally) to my stomach since Tuesday. A lot is going on in and around our lives, and frankly, much of what ...

So, thankfully I got back on track for a transfer last week.  Hooray.  BCP being taken, mock transfer and baselines being scheduled, plans f...

...but I don't know what else even comes close. I should be 18w5d. I have been begging...literally on my knees BEGGING God to start...

...than to write anything in pen. Paper after paper after paper with penned signature to bring a baby girl who needed a family into our fa...

We went home this weekend for a few different things.  The main thing was for the Marine Corps Aviation Association's awards dinner and ...

Something on my heart. The other day, Grandma and I took Luke down to the little playground a few houses down.  There were two little girl...

So. Tuesday will be 5 weeks since I had the D&C.  Just over 5 weeks ago, I was carrying another sweet baby boy. Yep. A boy.  ONE MO...

How ungrateful are the thoughts going through my head today. I know that.  I have prayed all morning for them to be taken away.  I'm t...

So many things going around in my head. Finally got an under-5 quantitative HCG level.  Officially un-pregnant. A month ago, today, we s...

Today, with Still Standing , I am joining Tara as she (and others linking) are talking about where they are in this 'journey.' If ...

Strength. Lots of people say I have it.  In loads.  I never agree.  I always think of it more as having no other choice.  I'm reminded...

You know, I always find it funny that people are willing to put soooooo much faith and belief in the universe as some sort of giving and tak...

Yeah. So. I know that a lot of people who read this know waaaaaaaay more about IVF than they ever wanted to, for whatever reasons, but in...